The making of an essay

The making of an essay is overwhelming, stressful, irritating, and tiring. These experiences have made me hate the word essay. I feel like essays are being rushed now a days and never really felt like someones  thoughts have been in their. These feelings can distract you and make you feel like its worth nothing. At times I do love essays because Of the topics given. I honestly believe the topic is all that is important because the task makes it easier if your really into the topic of the essay. Today I learned that may be in the future I should give all my effort into an essay so it makes me want to write an essay and expands my idea of thinking. This way in the future I can make writing an essay  be easier.